Here, again vast sea of \u200b\u200bpornographic material that I collected over the years I cataleptic appears calm. There are how many? 200,000 photos? yet whenever I open a I say, "Ugh, same old." It makes me wonder if there is some mysterious mechanism that guides my choice in the usual places, even when I try to fish at random. But no, this is not the point. The 200,000 photos (and how many? 5000 movie? And those, 400 movie?) Are all really boring . Of course, the network will always contains many more, and there is not only you may sometimes see things you've seen before, if you can find. Especially when every time you embark on an exploration, begin to consider a new kind, with humility and freedom from the prejudices of a philosopher of eroticism, and set sail sail without the false fears "I might be bisexual?" even up to the unsettling side of the flaming and zolfeggiante "I might be a pedophile?" (Close to thinking, "Well, I hope no! ", but not not as close). And this is wandering, occasionally there is a new thrill. But then you discover that you are not sure pedophile, probably not even bisexual, maybe yes, pissing can also have its charms but it's not better than the good old facial and so on. And finally here is that all audio-visual pornography gets boring, boring though strangely no bet with the divine and no votes will cause you really never throw away all that stuff, 1,327,765 want to permanently remove these items? ). No, no.
And even as the game variants are naturally hard boring. Most, in fact, they were also the first time we've played.
So you're home alone and would like to figure out how to get excited, and once the bottom of psychotropic substances as adjuvants remains without material, and that's when you realize that the point is that you need to live material, which is why photos and videos, which are still only reproductions ( re, re, re, re ... ) not be best. And then move on to child alive, mirc launches and you connect to a server that is going to Oslo to join a global network in which carefully selected the channels that have some wildcards in the title that you and other filthy know well. And here, there is room to explore the more perverse things, and to begin to share the fact that choosing who you are: a young bride who has just discovered that sub , a husband who shows the photos of his wife and wants to be called dog, a master seeking girls obedient obedient husbands or displaying pictures of their wife and have to be called bitch and so on. Form after form after form. And there pornography begins to wonder if the phone number and would be willing to go to Egypt once to meet and so on, and maybe some time on the phone even though the rise and the end result is always frustrating as a non- sex at the same time here again, you find that far-off thrill tried the first few times you saw a beautiful yet shaved porn pics.
And while you filled with pornography and pornography played live, what you do is imagine how it must be primarily live that kind of stuff, and seem so far from reality that they rise to a divine level, spiritual. We constantly reminded of Rocky Horror: Do not Dream It, Be It . And you feel like a failure for you to "be" not even think about it, is not an option.
Until one day everything changes, because suddenly, it is not clear why is an option. Imagine for a moment to decide to get serious and to satisfy your fantasy, maybe one, but one of those super super super super perverse. That is not the narrative images, the images for a time - a crucial time - like a what if , is an image that stands for the first time on the pylons of the will, I want to do it. And imagining a fantasy to meet P4, you actually feel that this experience would be spiritual, you begin to wonder whether it would be immoral live and die without ever allowed to be , if you do not negandotelo eternally caught in the desire of in regret in need . And if up yesterday you thought that thing was dirty, now in this view you seem to recognize the fetters that have prevented be and have made you a slave to a life of desires, regrets and needs. It 's time to break free, now to satisfy wants and needs.
At this point, unfortunately, your wife may not be able to help (even under the assumption that your fantasy super super super super evil is one thing straight and 2) because she has been left behind, I look already amazed at the first "super", figured the fourth. Look for a lover is a long and costly and would then treason in the strictest sense.
The reasoning at this point is a track and the track leads in one place, and this place is prostitution. Of course not talking about street prostitutes - those known to be unable to satisfy your fantasies super super super super perverse, those which would resist the first super, as your wife. No. It takes one (or one, depending on the case, or a group) to those who ask you a bang for money but are not limited to oral or ammore . One of those who go to their house and you have two or three hours to take things slowly, one that is as versatile as an inflatable doll, but of flesh and bone. One that you can ask any freak, and maybe to look attractive, there is good will, costs a little 'more because if this is your only satisfy the metaphysical fantasy of a lifetime, that one fantasy, you know it (or him as well) should be in order ... certainly do not expect to take to bed to Bessie Chloe Vevrier living on the canal and spending 300 euro, but still be pretty. You like boobs? Having at least a sixth. And so on.
So enter the wonderful world of ad ...
(To be continued)
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